To Macy
Thank you for the answer.
Somehow making him happy made myself happy. I hope to think that he did also think like that. But. This is how it all turned out.
I need to learn and to gain more experience about relationships between people. This situation made me overthink about a lot of things.
So, maybe it was meant to be. To happen. Its not me trying to stay highly positive, i just believe in that. Makes me feel better.