Last night before I went to bed, I set the intention that I would have a dream journey. I have had done some horrible things, and been an extremely depressed and negative person. But, in the past few months I have begun to come out of that depression.I’ve started to see my self worth, unravel some thinking patterns and become more thoughtful. I’m still scared that inside, I’m evil. I told myself that when I went to sleep and was lucid dreaming that, I may encounter something scary in my subconscious but that I would face my fears. When I started falling asleep, in my dream I found myself very slowly allowing an evil energy to enter and take over my being, my voice started changing to the voice of a demon. Under neath of the demonic voice, was me crying for help. Looking at my roommate asking for help. I then woke myself up, and was so terrified that I had to stop myself from screaming. I couldn’t go back to sleep.
I love interpreting dreams and can usually do pretty easily but I really need some help here.