Rhaul,
Thank you for writing, I send you relief and compassion. It has been difficult but learning weeks of my life. I have started to question about everything? The whole idea of happiness, marriage , relationships. The answers that I am getting are breaking my whole perception about reality and what good and bad is.
I have been practicing meditation everyday and I will try to find a class for yoga. I will surely look into your journaling.
I hope the your pain and suffering ends soon to.
Good luck
Brav3