4 months ago, my husband walk away from marriage and i’ve found out that he’s having emotional affair with his colleague( I know this as secret keep in my heart).

Currently we’are kind of separated and am staying together with my parents with my two kids (4 years old and 17month old) .  I am having anxiety depression and keep putting a alot of blames and keep thinking of many mistakes i’ve made in our relationships.

How do I move on it and letting it go? I feel super stressful now with a alot of decision making in my life.

I felt so useless , hopeless, heart super broken as well.