When you don’t know what to do, what do you do? I am at a very confusing, exciting, and stressful stage of my life. I am 21, currently homeless but not in the way where I am poor. I have no home. I live out of my car, its been like that for 7 months now. I got fired a week after my 21st birthday. I am going to school because I am getting paid to go. I don’t know what career I am trying to pursue. I have a boyfriend who I love to death, first boyfriend to live with and to be with for more than a year. He’s my first real boyfriend and he does anything and everything for me. But I am not the best girlfriend, I have a wandering eye. I love to have a good time. People who see my social media think I am having the best time of my life and that my life is “lit”. Most people love to see what I post next on my snapchat story, other people think it’s long. But anyways, I don’t know what I should do. I went on a cross country road trip this past summer but had to cut it short because funds ran out. I want to “run away” for at least a year and start a new life because I wanted my life to end but I don’t want to kill myself to do that so next best thing is run away and make a new life… I want to go to Oregon, I didn’t get to reach that state and it was one I really want to see. But I guess I just want to figure out if I should stay where I am and do another semester of school, get this money and then go to Oregon only as a two week vacation or just up and leave everything (boyfriend included) and run away to Oregon for a whole year. And possibly keep in contact with people here or completely cut everyone out of my life. What to do, what to do…