Hi Maria,

Thank you!!! It’s been a tough road but it does get better and better.

I seems to be getting better at connecting with my true self, for it to be revealed, just that at certain situations, I am still hiding it, ashamed of it? or maybe denying it.

You are absolutely right about the only way to change is how I react to these challenges <— this is really something that I think I need to learn. I’ve been going back to my past and reading my diary so I can get a better idea of what problems i had and trying to see what sort of lessons that I’m suppose to learn here. Sometimes I find myself drilling into it so much that I wasn’t sure whether it’s my mind talking or my heart talking.

Maybe a proper retreat will help me listen to my heart very carefully as you suggested. And yes!!!!! Being brutally honest with myself… this is hard, very hard. Cause this is also related to whether people will like me the way I am, and being vulnerable and accepting my weaknesses.

Thank you for your insight Maria 🙂