Dear weepingdragon719:

You want to be loved, need to be loved and you are worthy of love. You were born that way, a lovable baby, just like any other. This is the truth and reality.

What happened next is that you were badly hurt by the people you trusted, the people you depended on. And you got angry, very angry and understandably so.

You are, in this thread, confronting the world, saying to the world, to all of the human species something like this: So, I get it, you don’t see any value in me and you are correct because why wouldn’t anyone at all my whole life not notice I have some value of any kind- if it wasn’t true? So what the *%^% am I doing here, in this world, with you .. perfect people? I am sick and tired of this…

Your first line in your original post is that your father loved you. What did it feel like to you, his love for you? What was it like?

anita