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Anita, ‘
Hello, No absolutely not I did not make it up. He has Sickle Cell Anemia which is normally deadly but the age for death varies. I believe now its can range from about 17yr – 55yrs old. He is not a young man so feasibly he could die at any time. He keeps himself in good shape so I did not like to think negatively But I did think that maybe it was PART of the reason that he would ghost out on me because he never really learned to form healthy bonds with people. Although he never uses his illness as an excuse for anything except being tired sometimes. I personally believe that he lived his life recklessly early for NO fear of the or a future. I would NEVER make anything like that up. But after the text he sent I blocked him again and I have not heard from him. I am continuing to make ME better and I am working HARD on moving on with my life. BUT I do have the desire to “check on him” still. Which I know I should not. I do and would appreciate your help. Thank you.
Butterfly