Dear Midnight,

I do have some ideas for my own project and did some attemtps this year. But I see it takes longer than expected and I need some income in the mean time.
In my small country, this company is one of the biggest employers, and offers very good working conditions including home office. It is not fair to leave such people as described make use of it while me thrown away like garbage when I actually act as a professional.
I do want to have a second, better chance with the company, a bit wiser maybe. And resume my personal project in the spare time.
But right now I really need to find a good job. ANd it is not only depressing what happened in the past, the fact that I go to interviews. The thought of choosing a poorer work condition options after having this is even more depressing. It is just not fair.