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Dear Anita:
Thank you for the insights and what you said is absolutely right… I have cut contacts with her in every way, except for the business, which I agreed to do along with her, started it and invested in it.. Now, I’m feeling very embarrassed to be in it, I’m not sure, why.. but, every time she talks to me even about the business officially and every time I happen to see her, I’m getting very very angry as If I dont want to see her again at all…
Because, every time, I see her or converse with her for anything, only the pain comes up and the pent up anger boils up inside and I’m very afraid, that I might hurt her unknowingly because of my feelings towards her like this…. Is there anyway to control this or handle it in a different or polite way?
Also, I want to move out of the business and I’m ready to let go of the other financial things because of me pulling out and dont’ want to disturb her and put more emotional stress to her, just because we are not cohesive anymore…
I’m finally planning to open up this to her, since I need to take care of my feelings first, so that it should not hurt her in anyway.. and I can’t think of how much more she will be disturbed while hearing this and how much I have to go through seeing her or conversing with her when she is in pain or disturbance because of this.. I’m not even certain, if she will be like that….. I just don’t want things to get ugly, where emotional distress is misinterpreted….