Dear prakashraj:

My recommendation is that you attend psychotherapy with a competent, empathetic therapist.

It reads to me that you were very hurt in the context of relationships with other people, before the experience with the girl you mentioned in this thread and the one before.

I think that it is this deep hurt that is the reason you feel so lonely when you are around people. As I understand it, people have come to represent pain coming your way. Am I correct?

anita