Dear Norit,
I got to read your post now. I suggest to not get too much into the “thoughts world” else the egoic mind will take you to difficult places and things will become chaotic. Straight-away get to the action point – which is – get the PDFs -> go through them -> implement them – and start loving yourself.
If you had registered after your last post, I hope by now you might away received most of free books, one pdf email at a time.
Take care,
VJ
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