Hi Anita. I see what you mean. I actually never talked to anyone about my problems the way I do here. I guess I need ways to want to talk to people because i am an introvert in general. So, I have a hard time making friends. I met a girl at work, who is in her hometown. We met a couple times, then, she got busy with family, and I felt like i was waiting for her or I needed something from her. The thing is that I hate that neediness feeling. When that happens I distance myself because I learn and learned everything myself, so I like to be independent. I guess during talks with her, I started liking her, but I know I can’t be with her because I will be dependent on her for happiness. That won’t work because I need to be happy with myself, then I can make a stable relationship. Since I have felt like this since high school, I have never actually been in a relationship

Thanks