Dear librette:

I recommend attending competent psychotherapy as such a challenge you experience has no short -cut, quick solutions you can read about.

You got used to the fact that your mother told you she loves you for the first time only eight years ago, while you lived in a different country from her, instead of when you needed her most, when you were right there in front of her, wanting nothing more intensely than her love. So it doesn’t make you cry anymore. But the pain and the fear are still there. With a competent, empathetic therapist, you can process and release that pain, reduce the fear, over time and experience the love you needed from the very beginning.

anita