You poor thing. Can I just say that you guys are not a match. Of course you cannot be intimate with someone who intimidates you. Someone once gave me some advice; What would you tell your son/daughter if they were in this situation?

He does not love you. Poor dear does not love himself. If he did, he would know what love felt like and would want to share that feeling with you, if he loved you, which he cannot.

Do you not see your value without him. Standing all alone, just between you and the heavens do you truly see no value? That is so much pressure to put upon another person. No one can possibly be responsible for your self wrth without resenting it a little bit.

Start over. Like I told the other gentle person. Take a pause. (google pause button therapy). Give this a rethink before you move toward another human.

How to move on: Make a decision to move on. Be brave about it. It is better for him and for you. Now stop thinking about it. Think about what you can do in your life alone, without anyone else. Stand on top of the world and see your value.