Dear Anita,

Psychotherapy?  Really?  I am that bad and it’s not normal to be like this?

But you’re right…talking about timeline it hasnt been a long relationship and yet I am feeling so bad.  But in that short span, I have given him most of my firsts.  I am reserved and do not give myself freely.  Do you understand?  I have tried to cram all my love or feelings into the relationship before he left.  So he can have something to hang on to.  But he didnt.

You have shocked me into thinking clearly for once.  If I can really disengage from him after this eventhough I continue to feel bad, do you still think I have to seek help professionally?