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Dear Aislynn,
I know it’s been a while since your post was created, but I’m living something very very similar. The more I read the more I can relate to your story with you ex.
But I’m still in the breaking up phase and it’s been like hell. I’m suffering like never before and even though I know he got all these issues I can’t stop loving him. It’s like a part of me still want to believe that he will change. But that goes on the opposite way of reality – since our relationship lasted 6 years and he had all the chances a person could have to live a better life and never did anything about it.
He still contacts me with promises and love quotes. I’m confused between anger, disappointment, pain, love, forgiveness and soo many different feelings.
I didn’t know how to contact you directly. So I just would like to know how you are and how things are working out for you so far because I really can’t see any light at the end of the tunnel and it feels like I’m going to live like this forever.
I thank you in advance for your time and input.
Wish all the best!