hello,

I’d love to have your feedback on this. I love the website. im 37, separated by 1 year. I have been in depression stucked my whole marriage, trying to keep it up and deal with it. reality is that I never felt it was the right person from teh beginning, I lveod him rationally but not physically and emotionally. i grew dependent on him. Now we separated and i found another good person that I have strong feelings for him. I enjoy being with him, but I feel he is not the right one because of his family condition (divorced with kids) and evry time i see him, afterwards I get stucked and panicked. evrything collapse . I am terribly afraid on making the same mistakes as before and not being able to let go. every time I feel more and more attached, the more i feel scared and panicked. I have been doing meditation and self help (with psychoteraphy- but it just goes more into mental and rational), reiki, acupuncture ect.. reading a lot of books..Im coltivating my creativity. But yet, I cannot decide whether I should let go of him (which I did already few times, but he came back and I was happy for it) and follow my inner gut feeling or continue and trying to make it work (but i relate back to my marriage and failure). I like him and I feel good with him but dont know if this is enough or worth it…. thanks !!