Dear JH:

You are conflicted, in between the desire to explore, that excitement and being comfortable; in between the unknown of exploration and the known of comfort.

What I find concerning about your ability to decide between these two things is that the conflict came up because you turned a certain age and because of your statement here: “I will never get my 20s back”- we never get time back… are you afraid of getting old? I wonder if you are more troubled by aging yourself than you are troubled by him being older…?

anita