Dear Lisa:

It occurred to me, after posting the above, remembering that you wrote that you are stubborn: I think that the only counter experience you are open to is what I described, that saint of a man pursuing you (saint because of how lovingly he will have to react to you when you are distressed, as  you are so often)- that is the only corrective experience you are open to. No other.

If you would like, can you describe that scenario, after all you are the best source for such a description, what kind of corrective experience will prove to you what you need proven, how will it be like?

anita