Dear Mark

You’re right. One person just told me when we were talking about feeling safe and I said something like “(someone) did and said those things that make you feel safe” and this friend of mine said “Well, I try to be the person that makes myself safe, and to not depend on a someone”. May sound bitter but it’s not, it’s actually very optimistic and not bitter at all. Made me think that why do I load all this hope and expectations on people who are not even able to bear it, whom I “force” to save me and make me feel safe, because I’m so desperate about it, plus as Anita said it’s a feeling, it’s a magical feeling, it’s not that real as I think. I come to so many realizations here, how to implement this to my life? Just understanding is enough?  I think I see some things more clearly.