Dear Anita,

I felt positive yesterday, and after I wrote that message I went and had a shower. I did not manage to get in to town yesterday as I had some logo design stuff that I needed to sort out, and some work that I needed to do here. Was it another wasted day? A little bit, yes. Again, I got to sleep late last night, but I read your message, and the thought of humans being like animals, like sleepy cats actually helped me to go to sleep!! xD

I am both a cat person and dog person….depending on the cat and the dog!! I am guessing that you are a dog person?

Thank you for that comparison…. that makes sense. It’s difficult as humans because we simply have SO much awareness about everything and what things mean. Recovering from psychological abuse is something that is so….harrowing, soulfully harrowing. I can have a normal day and be optimistic about my future, then come home and depression/ sad thoughts/ lack of motivation can wash over me like a wave. Do you feel this too? If so, what ways do you try and get yourself out of that mental state/ mood?

I woke up earlier today, and went in to town 🙂 Did things at the library for the housing agency, and then went and bought some face masks, other products etc etc. I have come home now, and I intend to continue sorting out my room this evening and then have a pampering session and watch a film.

How are you, and how is your weekend going?

Cat