Dear vaishu:

I think that you should talk to a teacher at school or a counselor at school and tell that person about your hallucinations and the other symptoms of schizophrenia that you mentioned. Tell the teacher or counselor or maybe the principal, someone who can refer you to a medical doctor, to have an evaluation take place and a treatment.

The reason I am not recommending that you tell your parents or talk to them further about this is because you wrote about them: “they are still mad about the earlier relationship.. And I have this feeling of being hated by people around me… My parents aren’t friendly and not that open minded”- so I figure they are angry at you, not open minded enough, and so, they are not likely to be a safe place for you to reach out for help, unfortunately.

If you want, do elaborate on that “feeling of being hated by people” and on the anger your parents express to you.

Also, let me know what you think about talking to a professional at school, will you?

anita