Thank you Anita.

You are correct. I did not touch this person in any shape or form nor did they touch me. These people are still in my life today and well that makes it harder. I don’t often see them in person anymore but that doesn’t change what I done or how I feel.

I know myself bringing this up and apologising will just make things worse, it may do more damage than harm so I won’t be saying anything at all.

I know myself I’m not a threat to anyone.

At the time of the incident everyone else was home just we were alone the room. I made a very stupid and wrong mistake and I’m suffering for it now and some might say rightly so but I know I am deeply sorry for any damage I may have caused, its gut wrenching and I feel disgusting, unlike myself.

The person in question is fine these days and when I am round there we’re okay together. I probably didn’t do anything which is lasting damage. She probably didn’t know what was going on or even remember it but that’s not the point.

How do I move on and forgive myself for these acts?

It’s not the first time I’ve done lots of stupid mistakes when I was growing up and yeah some are worse than others in my mind, infact I find this one to be the worst out of my regrets, this one I’ve shared here.