Okay, this sutuation I am in feels like the worst and scariest situation ever. I lost who I thought I seriously would spend my life with. We have been having issues mainly due to my mental health and state but she promised she would never leave. I have been more or less a stay at home dad because she said it would be a good idea. I didn’t realise it until now but I see it caused huge ripples in us. I lost all my self worth and felt she never respected me and contantly panicked. It drove us into arguments and then drove her off. I try to talk to her and her response is “work on yourself” I am in so much pain and confusion. On top of this all I now have to get back to work and get my own places and it is so scary and overwhelming with my two kids. I know how great we were together but she said she can’t get over the bad times. I am trying positive thinking and staying active but it ends up with me in deep conversation with myself on what to say to fix this. I feel so horrible and broken right now and I can’t even talk to the only person I let completely in…