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April 14, 2018 at 4:09 pm #202407
Cali Chica
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Dear Anita,

It finally happened. I felt sad about my parents. Inevitably.

I started off first annoyed to see a speeding ticket (37 in a 25 caught by camera – how sneaky!). I then read the attached note:

Hello they have sent this to our house. I hope you are well. We miss you guys. Love Daddy”

So simple. But not.

I read it and had tears. I’ll try to explain here – here are the thoughts that went through my head, I have not analyzed them this is just my stream of consciousness.

-my dad was overall the innocent one always wasn’t he. He started off being against my mom too, and then soon became her puppet
– he is intelligent and educated yet still her puppet. When he had a heart condition a few months ago he wasnt able to act as a physician and normal intelligent human. Nope, he was the puppet
– last, the whole concept is sad. Not because it’s them. Just the fact that children have to be estranged from their parents. And they have to make this incredible difficult decision after years of suffering and then subsequent contemplation and guilt. The whole concept is quite depressing.
That’s it. Glad to be able to get that out!
Now I can focus on the stupid parking ticket….! What a crummy mail overall!

  • This reply was modified 6 years, 8 months ago by Cali Chica.