NADIA,

I would rather bring the questions down to more real life examples of “perfect love and trust.”  I would rather start with loving and trusting.. bit by bit with individuals.  It sounds like you need practice in developing trusting relationships.  Perhaps looping in a counselor or therapist to help you navigate how you “do” relationships.

We all need nurturing relationships for that is human.  Start small with casual friendship(s) and work your way up from there.

Mark