Dear Phil:

You are welcome. Your understanding of what is happening will increase over time, later. Can you live enduring not understanding all that there is to understand?

No one understands everything, that is not possible. We have to endure not understanding. With time and persistence, we can understand more and more. You can too.

You are afraid of losing you- the good news is that it is impossible for you to lose you. All of you is there in you, specifically in that brain of yours. Some emotions, insights are pushed down, compressed, maybe, not accessible, but all that is you is there, in your brain.

Give it time and use the time to gradually, slowly, gently, patiently learn more and more.

anita