Dear Anita,

Thank you – I learnt growing up that being honest is the only way to address any situation at a level where solutions can be made. Especially if you’re someone like me who only has good intentions for people/ the world. Being honest allows you to connect with people on an authentic and understanding level. It’s just whether or not the people you are being hones to can see that.

I will listen to the Cat song in the morning by the way!!

Yes, at the moment I’m still taking it moment by moment. I have goals, but reminding myself to let go of the need to know HOW they will come in to being, and sending my worries up to the Universe.

I went back to work on Monday – completed my week of 50% of my shifts 🙂 🙂 Which is progress.

I have an issue with time I guess- so many things I want to do. Would love to focus all my energy on creating, playing, making art etc. But this means I often see eating and taking time to eat or prepare, cook food as a waste of time, whereas the reality is that if I do that, then it will make me more productive. I am working on this.

Still no reply from my sister. I know it sounds mean, but my life is better without her in it. I love her and care about her wellbeing, but she is stuck in the negative, defeatist cycle that the rest of my family had. And when solutions are provided, or her thought process questioned, then verbal abuse ensues…. I really hope one day she recognises this, and takes steps to better her own life for herself, and gains a level of self awareness that enables her to do so. For now, I continue to pray for her, and send my love and wishes up to the Universe.

Cat