My boyfriend and I recently moved in together. The situation that he was living in wasn’t ideal and we both knew it was best for him to get out of it, so i offered for him to move in. We both knew that it would save us money but I’ve known from the beginning that he is someone i could easily spend the rest of my life with. Its been a few weeks now and things have been really great. Until about two nights ago. I planned to go out with a few friends and invited him with us. He didn’t really want to go because he’s not a huge fan of crowded places, and i told him if he wanted to that he could just stay home. He came anyway though but i could tell he was having a bad time. I rarely drink and forgot my limits, i ended up ridiculously drunk. I was acting like a fool and he had to babysit me the entire night. I felt so badly the next morning but he assured me it was okay. Last night, a friend of mine reached out to me about some comments he made that night while i was out of it. He was explaining how miserable he felt, having to babysit me. That he “wanted to blow his brains out” and then said that moving in with me was “purely economical”. My friend responded “you don’t seem too excited” to which he said “i sure don’t”. When she told me that my stomach dropped. He is always so sweet to me, and we have made plenty of plans for the future. I would have never imagined he would say something like that about our relationship. Especially to somebody else. I am trying to tell myself it’s because he had a bad night, but i can’t seem to move past what he said. I’m feeling hurt but don’t want to confront him about it because my friend said he asked her not to say anything. How can i move past this?