Thank you again Anita. I just wish I could convince my heart that I didn’t give up love simply because I was scared of a further investment or of making a mistake. A job can’t be as important as love can’t it? I just have to get used to always having the “what ifs” left unanswered. My brain gets it but my heart refuses to. How does one move on wondering if they may have given up the love of their life? How does one move on knowing they can’t be with the one they love? I guess I just have to get used to it. He and I both have to.