Hi Holly,
Nothing’s wrong with you. Well. I don’t like the throwing up because of anxiety. THAT is your problem. Not the boy.
You are only seventeen! Why all this pressure? You should be pressured into upping you SAT score, getting into a good college and figuring out how you and/or your family can financially swing it. And if you’re not planning on continuing your education, THAT’S your problem.
And if you do go away to college, this boy would be a long distance relationship anyway. Unless he follows you. Then THAT’S your problem.
Seriously, tell him that you like him a whole lot, but that it’s your Senior years and you should have Fun!!
Best,
Inky
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