Dear Risha:

So you still want to tell him things, you still want to communicate with him, you want answers from him, to talk to him (“there’re lot of untold things to him… get answers from him.. I wish I can talk to him”), you deactivated your social accounts but didn’t block or delete him, still hoping he will reach out to you (“but so far he never tired to reach me”), you still look for him on whats app.

Basically, in your heart, the relationship is still going on and/or is about to resume at any time. You didn’t get to a realization yet that the relationship is really over. Until you do, you will be stuck in this sadness and hurt and disbelief, that kind of clueless state of mind (“I’m kind of clueless”).

Is the relationship over or is it not over?

anita