Hi Anita,

Its over coz he did tell me that he cant be with me. So I cannot force him and go after him like what he did to me. But I’m so sad Anita I know I have lost him already but I have some kind of fear to cut all connections with him. I know its no point having any contacts with him but its so difficult to make up my mind.

so that’s why I deactivated all my accounts and didn’t even block him. once I recovered totally I might figure out he is not worth to be in my life at all. Then I thought I will delete him.