Hi Anita,

Do you recommend any dating site over another, haven’t had much luck with the ones I have picked…Or, possibly I don’t understand online dating.  I seem to just attract the weird ones.  LOL

I do a lot of what you did, except I watch a lot of documentaries on TV & read biographies, so far Marilyn Monroe/Elvis/Meryle Haggard, well…you get the picture & I am sure you did also…

Nothing special for my Birthday, I may go to a town about 1 1/2 hrs. away & walk through the mall & go to the Cheesecake Factory.  (Probably, think about our emails & cry in my cheesecake. 🙁

Found out today I have termites & also need a new roof~ Not happy about that, but it is what it is…

Also, went to the grocery store & on my way home passed a car that looked just like my ex coming from my road & my heart stopped.  I saw brake lights, but I am sure if it had been him & he missed me he would have come back when I passed him.

Then of course, once I got home and fed the kitties & put the groceries in pace my mind started wandering about him.  It’s 3:15 a.m. and he is still on my mind.

Don’t worry not to the point I would contact him, it been over 3 mos. since I have seen him & I would not want to relive the past 3 mos. by stepping backwards at this point.  Every day has become a struggle with thoughts of him.  I am sure it is because the Holidays are right around the corner and the weather was unseasonably cool today which made it feel more like fall.

I will let you know how the Birthday goes & Thank you for asking.  It is my fault, none of my friends know it is my Birthday~

Bella~