@anita

I have to admit I always felt guilty when seeing parents not able to enjoy their life. I always think that it’s my duty to have more income and give them financial support. And yes, seeing my mother being unhappy affected me a lot, and seeing my parent’s room is messy all the time makes me feel sick (for me a cleanliness of a house kind of reflect the happiness of the family).it is also one of the reasons I wanted to leave the house and to stay alone. I wanted to escape.

While being with ex’s family, I don’t feel guilty or disloyal to my parents, as my parents were happy seeing me with my ex too.