Hi Anita,

Every day I seem to awaken to nothing but more loneliness… No phone calls, just silence, I don’t know what to do.  I really don’t want to talk to anyone as I don’t want them to see how sad I am.  I don’t know what to do.  I am beginning to make myself sick.  I don’t like looking at myself anymore.  I am glad my mother is not around to see this because it would break her Heart!  I have tried to think about positive things but it is not helping.

Bella~