Kkasxo,

Your family sounds quite similar to mine! I even mentioned that to me ex at the time when his sister made the comments to me and I said that my sister is incredibly over-protective and yet she would NEVER interfere and say hurtful things to him ever. Some families are different I guess, but I do not blame you in any way for avoiding situations which are not going to fulfill you or make you happy. Besides, let him focus on getting your relationship back on track fully and forget about outside involvement from his sister at the moment, it’s not the priority.

Well done on getting to the gym, it will never do anything but good going to the gym! With a friend is even better and you’ll feel better in yourself! I do not feel great in myself, I’ve been eating a lot lately and put on the weight I had previously lost so I feel a bit unattractive and uncomfortable now and would love to be healthy and lean! I must try!

Well done continuing your counselling, it really is a guiding hand in life. It’s draining, don’t get me wrong, but being self aware I think opens your mind and heart so much and learn about your patterns. If you know about them, you can change them! Well that’s what I keep telling myself anyway!

I was babysitting one sister’s kids last night and I’m babysitting my other sisters toddler tonight. The up side of me having a broken heart – siblings have a babysitter on call! But to be honest, I do like being around the kids, they lift me up because they are so straight forward and innocent and no drama and kids never judge you!

I have a biggish family so we do Kris Kindle in our family, and I got my gift for my sister on Black Friday – so for the first time ever I feel a bit better prepared. I must get little bits for my niece and nephews and my Dad and a couple of close friends. But nothing too major!

We’re promised really bad weather this weekend so we’re been warned to batten down the hatches as it were! But I’m not gonna lie, I feel like contacting him this week. It’s like, I feel I am never not going to do it, so maybe I should bite the bullet, feel the fear and do it anyway and get it out of the way and hopefully move on, albeit broken-heartedly!

What are your weekend plans?