but is it too late for me if I’ve ever show her how sad i am when she asked me to broke up with her and also when she’s ignored me before? I’ve done the most stupid thing ever, i was trying to kill myself when she asked me to broke up with her, and she knows that… can anyone tell me what should i do to gain her trust again? and make her open up to me again and tell anything happened with her there? im so lost…. im sorry if i disturb anyone in here, im so sorry.

and also, she ever told me that she always thinking about killing herself whenever she’s depressed… she ever told me she’s useless and such a failure to anyone like her parents always told her…that’s why im so scared and i thought it’s a good idea to tell about her depression to her brother .  but idk… again, is it the right decision? 🙁