Thanks Mark I am doing my best. Your advice is very wise.

Anita,

I’m not sure i’m following you anymore. I am not afraid of being alone, actually i am very good at it which is sometimes the scary part. I was definitely sad in the relationship at some points and at some points I was happy, same goes for him. It wasn’t a happily ever after, i know his flaws and I learn to love them or at least live with them and accept them about him, same as he knows mine. It was not perfect and was not a fairytale romance, it was real.