Dear Anita,

Yes, I do.  As I have mentioned before, I do not have that many vivid memories from childhood (or the thoughts from childhood). But I can say I remember a vague sense of this.

For example, my mother and I – our family, we would go visit someone (my cousin) who was  living in a lower-middle class apartment complex, kids outside, people walking around, perhaps more urban.  She would say “what’s the point of living in a nice big house like ours and be lonely, it is so much better to be here – around people.” So I would manifest this.  As I played outside with my cousins, and all her friends (as there were so many apartments and so many children) I wouldn’t want to leave.  I thought “this was happiness” and going back to my lonely big house was sad.

So yes, that is one example.  I can think of others.

Therefore, I do remember as a child thinking I wanted to be in the superior scenarios (and mine were inferior).