Dear apple-slice:

You had a female friend who was an online girlfriend of this guy. Later, you became an online girlfriend of this guy. You will be meeting him soon in-person for the first time.

I suggest that you view that day when you meet him in person for the first time as the first day of your relationship with him. It will be the first day that you will be able to feel his touch, his hand holding yours. It will be the first day that you will be able to smell him as he hugs you, if he does. Talk with him about anything and everything, in person. See how those things feel, these new dimensions of knowing a person, this new beginning.

Let go of his online history with your former friend and with you, see it as a closed chapter and turn to the new.

anita