Anita,

I don’t just ride on the hot mess express bus I drive it.   Part of my anxiety has been M. I think? I stopped by his house earlier and feel 75% better.  How does one person make someone’s anxiety sky rocket?

Apparently he buys everyone at any bar a shot if he sees them out because they work together at State Farm. Apparently he’s never spoken to S ever and didn’t that night.  Apparently the night of that championship basketball game his friend and co worker Dave was at his house not S.  Really all my source said was he bought her an anonymous shot at a bar and had no idea of anything after that. This was her brother.

This is a perfect example of my anxiety taking a statement of he bought someone a shot to my brain telling me he’s sleeping with her and was sleeping around on me the whole time with multiple women.  I feel really really bad about what I said to him via text about his daughter and a scenario of her being 25 and what would he do if a 45 year old guy hit on her and she’s got abandonment issues if she like an older guy.

I messed up. We argued back and forth and I got out what I needed to say in general. I was thinking of apologizing to him tomorrow?

Lindsey