Dear sadman11:

I felt bad reading that you were tortured by this woman, your father’s daughter, every  day when he was at work, and he didn’t believe you, or chose to not be bothered by it. And he got angry at you, not at her..?

The way for you to undo the monster you became, according to your quote, is to separate the ones who tortured you (father’s daughter), expressed anger at you, the victim (your father) and the one who neglected and abandoned you to the torturing woman and the angry man (your mother)-

-separate those from the innocent boy that you were, sort of remove, or unglue those people from the trusting, innocent, loving boy who was victimized and mistreated by them.

You mentioned before going to therapy, clearly, if some work was done, there is plenty more to do. What work was done by this point, in therapy?

*I will be away from the computer for a couple of hours or so.

anita