Dear CluelessCarrot:

If you want, think more about why you believed she didn’t like you back during the five years you had contact with her: was it her behavior, what she said to you.. or what she didn’t say to you, what was it?

If you can’t answer the above, or in addition to your answer to the above: can you describe that five year relationship with her, before you ghosted her: did you go on dates, did you have conversations (what kinds).. did you meet her family and friends.. did she meet yours, and so forth.

One more thing: about thinking about her every day for five years of no contact with her: what kinds of thought were those?

I will be back to the computer in about 11 hours. I hope to read more from you when I return and will reply then.

anita