Hi Neil,

I am wondering how much better you might be feeling now that you have raised so many heart-felt questions.  I am guessing that most people could relate to some if not all of your questions and might have had similar experiences at some point in their lives.

The only time you have is NOW and dwelling on the past will not help you out of whatever situation you are in right now.  Very few people can tell what you are thinking just by looking at you.  It is just as easy for you to put a smile on your face as it is for anyone else.  You can build your self esteem by focusing on all your good characteristics and reminding yourself how special you are – no-one else was born to be you and it is up to you to polish that diamond.  You can join that running group today – you don’t have to be the best.  You don’t have to mess up your entire life.  You can learn from your life’s experiences and choose a more positive direction in the future.

If you keep doing what you have always done, you’ll keep getting what you have always got!

Have you ever marveled at a beautiful sunset, been in awe of all the stars in the sky, been stirred by the enormity of mountains and their timeless element?  Have you ever looked at a new-born baby and seen the miracle of life?  Have you ever read some beautiful words or listened to some beautiful music and been moved to tears?

You choose!

Peggy