Dear blkhwkdwn1:

It would have been helpful for me if I had the schedule if front of me with these columns: date (ex., Wed, Dec 11, 2019), time (ex. 12:15 pm), contact (text, phone call, or meeting), who contacted whom, and what was communicated (ex., you ask her to call you in the evening). Also on record should be what you referred to as your disappearances, blocking her or whatnot. This way I will have a picture, over time, of what is going on. As is, I don’t know what has been happening.

I have an idea: every time you attempt to contact her, ex., texting her, type here: I texted her today, date, time, and what you texted. If and when she replies, post again: she texted back, time, date and what she texted. I won’t have my columns that way, but I will be able to later place the information into columns and have a picture of what is happening, starting this December and through 2020. Can you do that?

anita