Thank you Peggy and Anita for your beautiful insight. *hugs*

I think I’m going to have to let this one go and focus on all the good areas of my life. I will take what I can learn from it, but I can’t change what I did/said and I really have no way to reach this friend. We don’t have the same social circle, live in different cities, and he might truly be sincere about never wanting to hear from me again. If he told me that, I feel as if I have no choice but to believe him. I figure he is the one who has me blocked and if he ever wants to talk it out, he can unblock me. I don’t want to beat myself up over it any more because the feeling is awful.