Dear Gaia:

“The Gaia who has to actually live, and move, and interact and just exists as a real human being isn’t that much special or interesting”- not as special and interesting as “The Gaia of (your) mind”- nobody is as fantastic as in the fantasy of our minds. We can imagine everything, but we can’t be our fantasy in real life. I can imagine flying like a bird right now, but I can’t do it in real life because of real life gravity.

I fantasized and had many dreams where “things are epic”, epic things that never happened and never will (e.x., in my dreams I was a movie star, a famous dancer, a rich business owner, a powerful politician), but who I am in real life is not unworthy, just because my dreams didn’t come true.

Am I, in your mind, dull and not special, “silly, dumb, quirky, just can’t do or say something right” just because I am not epic, epic as in being a famous movie star?

anita