Dear Gaia:

The feeling I get is that you are living with people you don’t really want to be around (for years before, and currently, on weekends and breaks from university), people that make you cringe, your mother, originally.

The idea of being around a person you actually want to be around, is very attractive, isn’t it?

Do you connect to my feeling here, my feeling about the contrast between the two experiences (cringing/ being repulsed/suffering in the company of some people vs. wanting to be in the company of this guy, finding it desirable to be in his company)?

anita